im going to FL tomorrow morning
and then driving back with david on sunday :D
he will then be living w/ me for the next year
tehe

life is good
david's going to be up here in like 2 weeks at the most
im failing 3 classes im pretty sure :/
but friendships take precedence over school work in my life
and i can always take us history next year, honors, not ap of course because next year i will slack even more than this year

kentucky's treating me nicely i must say

im scared a bit of the future but im fighting my urge to run as always
it's getting harder

i really can't run this time though

so i woke up this morning and felt like shit
back pains, chest cold, slight fever, soreness all over
then i continued to feel like shit through lunch with sarah and peoples
i went home and went back to sleep til like 6
i woke up and took my temp which turned out to be 102.2
then i went to the immediate care center and got blood drawn and stuff
the doctor told me i have a kidney infection and wanted to go to the hospital and get an IV
but i talked him into giving me antibiotics for now and if i don't feel better by tomorrow then i HAVE to go to the hospital
i dont' want to :(

im goin to FL this weekend :D
i have my car back
i got a comfy bed
and i made my schedule for senior year today, its gonna be a chill year :)
things are good

so i was reading my old lj entries from like two years ago
when i'd just kissed my first boy, gotten my first boyfriend, and had never touched a drug or cigarrette in my life (WEIRD)
i hadn't even drank yet
in one entry specifically my parents were blowing up at me about stupid little things and threatening to put me in a private school. when i told my mom that i wasn't doing anything wrong, she said they were being like that to KEEP me from making bad choices
YEAH HOW'D THAT WORK OUT FOR YOU?!

so me and david are back together :D
i'm realllllyyyy happy ehehhe (that was a girlish giggle)

but shayna's fucking crazy

she freaked out last night when i told her the news
and she called me, stupid me answered because i felt bad, and talked to her for half an hour
she just kept asking why
and i could only say i don't know, again not wanting to be mean
and then she proceeded to post 2 myspace bulletins (gayyy) about how much she hates me
and then a third (being dramatic) saying she was going out and she didn't know what was going to happen but if she died she loved a certain few people
and today i got a text message from her saying i had no idea what she was going through and that she hated me for this
well yeah i don't know what she's going through, i'm not psycho!

maybe i'm seeming really course and unfeeling right now
but i've been talking to her for a while
and she is truly crazy
and i'm just sick of it all

ugh i just had to get all that out
i'm sorry
but i feel better now

:D
i'm happy

i've achieved one more life goal
it's right up there with fall in love and all that "important" stuff
can you guess what it is?

well if you guessed go to waverly, your right!

eee bro it was the shit
but for real, i had a lot of fun :D
and i'm definitely going back next year
and the guide was really cute ;)

in the end...i always go back to david
i miss him :(
i'm ready to settle down
i'm ready to lay in bed and watch movies all night instead of going out with friends
someone to just lay and talk to for hours
and actually talk
i want david! hmph

but...i think i may have fucked it up for us...

so 2 years here wont be so bad, i've decided
i wish i could be out of school tho....meh

boys are weird and confusing
and big babies
but we love them anyways
shrug

as of today, i'm a complete wow addict :/


so who's gonna watch you die?

this weekend has been really fun :)
oh yeah
btw
ima pimp lol
back massages from 3 dif ppl in 2 days bitches

and it gets better, huber's winery today w/ sarah and my family

wish me luck on convincing my mom to let me go to FL for a few days

pumpkin ice cream time!

DAY AND RYAN ARE GOING TO BE IN HERE IN LIKE 2 DAYS!!! EEK

first lj update in FO EVA!
soooo
changes from last time
-i live in kentucky again
-my summer was reallllly crazy
-i've fallen in love again
-i've had my heart broken
-i've gotten a lot more mature
-and i've made many new friends :) while keepin the old

i just felt like i should write in this thing again....dunno why
mayb it'll make me feel better

soooo i pretty much fucking hate my parents....:)

siggghhh so yeah tomorro i'm supposed to go to kentucky w/ them for my soon to b sister-in-laws graduation, and it's not that i don't want to go, it's just that if they take me out of school early i'm gonna get credit denial in my last 3 classes and i already hav it in my first period. (so yeah i've skipped a lil too much, but taht's beside the point) so i told my mom i can't go w/ them tomorro, and she, being a bitch, says i'm going and if i fail then that's my fault. and my dad's not helping. i wish i could just fucking move out. 

today was just a shitty day. 
-i got screamed at on the way to school
-i was late for the ap exam
-i had to take an ap exam
-even though i'm exempt from the whole day, i had no ride home so i had to go to my last classes anyways
-got really depressed by a movie
-then add in getting yelled at constantly for the past few days, and cramps and there's me

ok i'm done complaining and it felt good

ttyl xoxo 
Sarah

heyyyy all. i went to the beach yesterday w/ mike, jeremy, matt, chris, devin, and dilly and 2 others but they went home early. it was a lot of fun. we went to new smyrna and yeah i got burned/tan and the burn isn't that bad. it's already going to tan.
i've been so happy this past week.
i saw benchwarmers last nite. it was really funny.
i like how when i hangout w/ mike and jeremy i'm the real me. the outgoing, doesn't care what you think sarah that people rarely see. 
i've also started laying off on some bad habits a lot lately. always good. i feel a lot better for that too.
the only thing that bothers me is that i don't feel like some of my close friends are happy for me. but what can i do?
me and mike are "dating". it's nice :)))) 
i'm redoing my rooms. i think i'm going to do an oriental theme, either red and gold, or blue and tan. opinions?
i'm going ice skating tomorrow. i haven't been in years so that should be awesome lol. 
ok ttyl xooxoxx 
Sarah

::sigh:: dilemna dilemna. i just don't know what to do...

heyyy alll. i'm really hyper. today has been a VERY GOOD day. school was pretty easy, come home hangout w/ everybody, go to the mall w/ david, get picked up, hangout w/ everybody till 11, come home, hoping to go back out later. hehehe. wish me luck! and nobody is online! when i wanna talk, like the one time. hahah. well this was a "i'm bored" entry. ttyl xoxo

i hope everyone has a good night!

i got my permit! yessssss!

yeah so today is the end of the beloved 4-day weekend ::sniff sniff:: it's been a good one.

my cousin david is coming down in march....i'm gonna have my permit....he's 21.....i think we're gonna have a few adventures, yeah?

exams tomorro...ugh

gonna go read shogun

Sarah